scar..

I turned around many times alreadyI laughed like it was nothingEven if I lied to my heart without wordsAre you wandering because you don’t know my heart Suddenly I’m afraid, saying I love youThey’re not words I’m used to sayingWith hardened lips, I love you, I love you

I am shouting those words on your back

Because we breathe the same airIt would be too much to ask for moreAs love keeps growing without knowing

Only scars are coming back

Even though I’m hurt, I’ll be hereI can only smile when I’m next to youCan’t be happy, can’t be changed

You’re the one I chose

As love keeps growing without knowingMy bruised heart is full of scarsWhen I look back, there are only tears

I can’t see because you can’t find me

Only scars are coming back

Even though I’m hurt, I’ll be hereI can only smile when I’m next to youCan’t be happy, can’t be changed

You’re the one I chose

Trying hard to hide my tearsAre you passing byI turned around without telling you

Even today I’m still there

Filling my heart with tearsI put those words in my heartI pass by like it was nothing

And then I beat my chest

Can’t be happy, can’t be changed

You’re the one I chose

……………………………

Even my love hides right away

Because we can breathe the same air

It would be too much to ask for more

loneliness....

 sye.. x taw nk ckp ap...rse skung  ni sngt ..kosong..lonely...i am thinking...ad x org dlm dunia ni..y msh ngat kat sye law sye x dew...yes...all this while,,,alll of my friends anggp or lihat sye ni mcm seorg y happy n kdg2 x dew mslh,,,but it was wrong,,,sngt2 slh,,, sye x dew mslh,,,cme dunia terase ksg sngt...entahla....before this i dont even show it up..i dont even tell to my friends..ad x org mcm sye kat dunia nie...mlg mcm sye..
rse nye ni sume start when my father had passed away...everything got to change...i dont think that i can bear this alone...but i had tomake it...eventhough he is just my step-father,,,but kehilangan dye ckp terase...sjk arwah x dew...sye ssh nk blik rmh..sek kt muar..ddk kt phg...sye prnh x jejak kaki kt rmh...slame 3 buln...n this time..bile rye..ngat nk dok umah lelame skit..but rsenye dpt 1 ary je...emg la dpt blik..tp rse mcm x ckp 1 hri...tingglkn rmh slame 3 bln ...bkn sng bg sye...n sye this now..sye x taw nk ckp ap...